If you told me a year ago that I’d have my own EP, I would’ve laughed and said, “Seriously?”
Not because I never dreamed about it, but because I honestly didn’t think I could ever make it real.
I don’t sing well. I used to make demos with just Adobe Audition and my phone mic. The quality sucked. The vocals weren’t great. But I kept writing. Writing was always my way of surviving. It was how I told my truth when I didn’t know how to say it out loud.
Then I found Suno. Thanks to Kometaro Kun for showing me this platform, because it changed everything.
Suno helped me turn my raw lyrics into actual songs. I got to bring my vision to life without needing perfect vocals or expensive gear. I became the creative director of my own sound.
This EP has 7 songs. Every single one is personal and real.
I’m 30.
I just got out of a relationship with an older man.
I fell in love again with a nerdy boy this time.
I quit my job.
All of those huge life shifts are in these songs. It’s messy. It’s loud. It’s queer. It’s pop punk.
The promo single is “เออ…กูรักมึง (Not Her)”.
It’s a punk-style confession of love to a straight guy who doesn’t like me back. Not because I’m not enough, but because I’m not a girl.
But I scream I love him anyway. It hurts. But it’s honest. And that’s the point.
These songs aren’t perfect. But they’re mine. They’re a time capsule of who I am right now.
This EP is the sound of letting go, moving on, falling apart, and standing back up with eyeliner running and middle fingers up.
Quit This Sh*t! is me saying “I’m done.”
Done with hiding. Done with pretending. Done with following the rules.
I hope you enjoy listening to this album as much as I’ve enjoyed having it on repeat for days